Just like the dictionary;

3 more days to Christmas

2011-12-22T23:30:00.001+08:00

Just dance in Wii two days in a row plus bowling. Holidays are so fun but I am aching like a mother. Love it.

I'm starting to think that I'm a good dancer. hahaha

Under my skin

2011-12-20T11:31:00.001+08:00

Gonna shop for Christmas presents today!

Christmas is Family

2011-12-19T16:49:00.001+08:00

6 days to Christmas!

For Christmas, please?

2011-12-17T15:37:00.001+08:00

What gives?

2011-12-17T15:35:00.001+08:00

Thank you

2011-12-16T10:49:00.001+08:00

For introducing me to Dong Bang Shin Ki.

2011-12-16T10:40:00.002+08:00

thirty things to stop doing to yourself: as maria robinson once said, “nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.” nothing could be closer to the truth. but before you can begin this process of transformation you have to stop doing the things that have been holding you back. here are some ideas to get you started:

stop spending time with the wrong people. – life is too short to spend time with people who suck the happiness out of you. if someone wants you in their life, they’ll make room for you. you shouldn’t have to fight for a spot. never, ever insist yourself to someone who continuously overlooks your worth. and remember, it’s not the people that stand by your side when you’re at your best, but the ones who stand beside you when you’re at your worst that are your true friends.
stop running from your problems. – face them head on. no, it won’t be easy. there is no person in the world capable of flawlessly handling every punch thrown at them. we aren’t supposed to be able to instantly solve problems. that’s not how we’re made. in fact, we’re made to get upset, sad, hurt, stumble and fall. because that’s the whole purpose of living – to face problems, learn, adapt, and solve them over the course of time. this is what ultimately molds us into the person we become.
stop lying to yourself. – you can lie to anyone else in the world, but you can’t lie to yourself. our lives improve only when we take chances, and the first and most difficult chance we can take is to be honest with ourselves.
stop putting your own needs on the back burner. – the most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much, and forgetting that you are special too. yes, help others; but help yourself too. if there was ever a moment to follow your passion and do something that matters to you, that moment is now.
stop trying to be someone you’re not. – one of the greatest challenges in life is being yourself in a world that’s trying to make you like everyone else. someone will always be prettier, someone will always be smarter, someone will always be younger, but they will never be you. don’t change so people will like you. be yourself and the right people will love the real you.
stop trying to hold onto the past. – you can’t start the next chapter of your life if you keep re-reading your last one.
stop being scared to make a mistake. – doing something and getting it wrong is at least ten times more productive than doing nothing. every success has a trail of failures behind it, and every failure is leading towards success. you end up regretting the things you did NOT do far more than the things you did.
stop berating yourself for old mistakes. – we may love the wrong person and cry about the wrong things, but no matter how things go wrong, one thing is for sure, mistakes help us find the person and things that are right for us. we all make mistakes, have struggles, and even regret things in our past. but you are not your mistakes, you are not your struggles, and you are here NOW with the power to shape your day and your future. every single thing that has ever happened in your life is preparing you for a moment that is yet to come.
stop trying to buy happiness. – many of the things we desire are expensive. but the truth is, the things that really satisfy us are totally free – love, laughter and working on our passions.
stop exclusively looking to others for happiness. – if you’re not happy with who you are on the inside, you won’t be happy in a long-term relationship with anyone else either. you have to create stability in your own life first before you can share it with someone else.
stop being idle. – don’t think too much or you’ll create a problem that wasn’t even there in the first place. evaluate situations and take decisive action. you cannot change what you refuse to confront. making progress involves risk. period! you can’t make it to second base with your foot on first.
stop thinking you’re not ready. – nobody ever feels 100% ready when an opportunity arises. because most great opportunities in life force us to grow beyond our comfort zones, which means we won’t feel totally comfortable at first.
stop getting involved in relationships for the wrong reasons.– relationships must be chosen wisely. it’s better to be alone than to be in bad company. there’s no need to rush. if something is meant to be, it will happen – in the right time, with the right person, and for the best reason. fall in love when you’re ready, not when you’re lonely.
stop rejecting new relationships just because old ones didn’t work. – in life you’ll realize that there is a purpose for everyone you meet. some will test you, some will use you and some will teach you. but most importantly, some will bring out the best in you.
stop trying to compete against everyone else. – don’t worry about what others doing better than you. concentrate on beating your own records every day. success is a battle between YOU and YOURSELF only.
stop being jealous of others. – jealousy is the art of counting someone else’s blessings instead of your own. ask yourself this: “what’s something i have that everyone wants?”
stop complaining and feeling sorry for yourself. – life’s curveballs are thrown for a reason – to shift your path in a direction that is meant for you. you may not see or understand everything the moment it happens, and it may be tough. but reflect back on those negative curveballs thrown at you in the past. you’ll often see that eventually they led you to a better place, person, state of mind, or situation. so smile! let everyone know that today you are a lot stronger than you were yesterday, and you will be.
stop holding grudges. – don’t live your life with hate in your heart. you will end up hurting yourself more than the people you hate. forgiveness is not saying, “what you did to me is okay.” it is saying, “i’m not going to let what you did to me ruin my happiness forever.” forgiveness is the answer… let go, find peace, liberate yourself! and remember, forgiveness is not just for other people, it’s for you too. if you must, forgive yourself, move on and try to do better next time.
stop letting others bring you down to their level. – refuse to lower your standards to accommodate those who refuse to raise theirs.
stop wasting time explaining yourself to others. – your friends don’t need it and your enemies won’t believe it anyway. just do what you know in your heart is right.
stop doing the same things over and over without taking a break. – the time to take a deep breath is when you don’t have time for it. if you keep doing what you’re doing, you’ll keep getting what you’re getting. sometimes you need to distance yourself to see things clearly.
stop overlooking the beauty of small moments. – enjoy the little things, because one day you may look back and discover they were the big things. the best portion of your life will be the small, nameless moments you spend smiling with someone who matters to you.
stop trying to make things perfect. – the real world doesn’t reward perfectionists, it rewards people who get things done.
stop following the path of least resistance. – life is not easy, especially when you plan on achieving something worthwhile. don’t take the easy way out. do something extraordinary.
stop acting like everything is fine if it isn’t. – it’s okay to fall apart for a little while. you don’t always have to pretend to be strong, and there is no need to constantly prove that everything is going well. you shouldn’t be concerned with what other people are thinking either – cry if you need to – it’s healthy to shed your tears. the sooner you do, the sooner you will be able to smile again.
stop blaming others for your troubles. – the extent to which you can achieve your dreams depends on the extent to which you take responsibility for your life. when you blame others for what you’re going through, you deny responsibility – you give others power over that part of your life.
stop trying to be everything to everyone. – doing so is impossible, and trying will only burn you out. but making one person smile CAN change the world. maybe not the whole world, but their world. so narrow your focus.
stop worrying so much. – worry will not strip tomorrow of its burdens, it will strip today of its joy. one way to check if something is worth mulling over is to ask yourself this question: “will this matter in one year’s time? three years? five years?” if not, then it’s not worth worrying about.
stop focusing on what you don’t want to happen. – focus on what you do want to happen. positive thinking is at the forefront of every great success story. if you awake every morning with the thought that something wonderful will happen in your life today, and you pay close attention, you’ll often find that you’re right.
stop being ungrateful. – no matter how good or bad you have it, wake up each day thankful for your life. someone somewhere else is desperately fighting for theirs. instead of thinking about what you’re missing, try thinking about what you have that everyone else is missing.

2011-11-14T11:46:00.001+08:00

Whenever you feel like comparing yourself to someone,

because they seem more successful, prettier, richer, whatever.

Remember to look at yourself and remind yourself that you are unique

because of those differences.

There's no time to be like other people, you're different and that's what sets you apart.

I don't want to apologize for not blogging,

I just feel like there are really certain times when I feel writing out my thoughts

instead of making myself to blog fake-forced entries.

Have a good week everybody (:

2011-09-28T09:17:00.001+08:00

Day 2

Something you feel strongly about.

HYGIENE.

It's just something I have to face everyday when I go to work,

and I don't mean at my work place,

I mean on my way to my workplace.

You can smell people's BO, bad breath when they yawn (EEEEECKKK!!!!),

dirt in their eyes, unwashed hair, smell of bed,

smell of armpits, smell of foot.....just everything under the sun.

It's like a galore out there.

So yeah, hygiene is something I feel strongly about.

Don't you feel so good after you shower?

After you brush your teeth?

Wash your hair?

Put deodorant on?

Won't hurt to add on some cologne as well.

Or wear NEW clothes to work and not the one you used days before...

Seriously!

It makes you feel lighter and fresher!

And gives other people less headache in the morning.

So public transportation takers of the world,

PLEASE for the love of disappointment,

let us all be hygienic.

Thank you!

2011-09-27T18:58:00.003+08:00

Now I won't have an excuse to blog!

So five ways to win my heart.

1. If you're close with your family, especially your mom or your siblings.

2. You're into Arts; Visual Arts, Museums etc

3. If you can sing or/and play guitar.

4. If you're extremely funny without trying hard.

5. If you click well with my family.

Did I just describe someone in specific?

LOL.

2011-09-24T12:05:00.002+08:00

I love my sisters, truly do.

Some mad pictures from last night when I got home!

The only people I can really go crazy with are them.

Pardon the haggard and oily looking face and hair.

Saturday!

Tumblr makes so much sense.

2011-09-20T16:05:00.003+08:00

Everyone I used to be close with, it’s not the same anymore. The people I used to talk to on a daily basis, are just like all my other friends, people I talk to every now and then. I don’t like thinking about it, but it’s true. All the people I once was close with, we’ve all kind of just went different ways. We’re still friends and everything, but I miss talking and hanging out with someone on a daily basis.

Found this in tumblr and sadly I found myself agreeing to this statement. No further explanation needed I guess. I'm just not the type who would be awfully close with a friend, meet them everyday, hang out, take pictures and stuff. I do have friends, yet I do not see the need to be so fully dependent on them.

If I want to watch a movie, I'll watch it with my family or my sisters. Or my tioman boy. My world revolves around my family.

Hmm yeah, just random.

Broke as an Artist

2011-09-19T16:40:00.000+08:00

It's still 11 days to pay day and I am broke as hell.
And my boyfriend aka TOP who doesn't know my existence
is coming to Singapore again this friday, at a cost of merely $38.

$38 separating me and TOP. Ridiculous!!!!

Ah well, can't wait for the Westlife Concert with Reggie!
And of course, my bro's homecoming on 4th Oct! (:

USS fun with colleagues

2011-09-18T23:10:00.002+08:00

Here are some of the photos that I proudly stole in FB from people who took pictures that day. Still need to take the pictures from Nisha!

Was an official off day for everyone at work

(like we closed down the entire centre for a day, for real)

and everyone went to USS for free! (except for our meal...but half of it was paid so it's all good)

The pictures are not in proper order...I don't know why.

I specifically named them, or numbered them from 1 to 25.

Blasted.

Was dead tired on this one, and refusing to take the mummy for the 3rd time?

I was scared okay.

Randomly spotted Raymond from afar, thus the running poses.

Hahah

Love these girls!

Jingting, the girl beside me, is my ultimate kpop buddy at work.

Check out her Bigbang shirt!

Was totally dead tired I didn't even want to sit on the benches.

Before entering USS,

everyone still looked happy and hair still in place.

Except for mine my hair is never in place.

Johnson is probably my mortal enemy at work.

But it's an off day so I decided to retract my claws.

Hahah before the Shrek roller coaster ride!

I absolutely love that ride.

It's a kid's ride but when it was going up up and up, I shouted at Tse Lyn,

I thought this is a kid's ride!!!

And everyone was just laughing throughout the whole ride.

Hahahah.

All very anxious to ride the....carousel.

I love this stuffed toy!!!!

While everyone else head out to ride the Cyclon again,

we were the chickens who decided to just take pictures

with these awesome robot tall...thingies.

Tah-dah.

Anddd while everyone else was screaming their lungs out above me(Battlestar Galactica rides),

Here I was checking out my very smudged eyes.

JT and I just chillin with our chilled drinks.

No idea who this mascot is. But since we were leaving already,

might as well!

People finally realized my real awesome talent in singing.

I would like to thank all my fans and my family and my friends

for supporting me all the way.

This award is for you.

They purposely placed the toys like this

so when someone takes on everything else will fall!

If you can spot me in this pic good for you!

Chillin at the non smokers side while everyone else smokes.

Good girl ahem.

Emily!!! (:

Watching sexy diner girls perform.

Kavi found it too boring so he slept.

SO yeah, that's all I have for now!

Will beg Nisha for the pictures from her cam!

I'm morning shift tomorrow so goodnight toodles

this was a fast entry because I am sleepy.

2 more Sundays and my bro is back!

Counting down!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!

2011-09-03T09:40:00.003+08:00

I almost forgot my password for this blog!!!!!!

Hyperventilatessssss.

Okay.

It's a saturday and I'm blogging for work!

Ugh.

Thought twice about blogging here because I don't really want people to see

my blog.

Then all of a stupid sudden I realized my blog twitter and everything

is written all over my facebook info page.

Unf.

I just love myself.

Anyways, how's everyone!

I know I'm probably talking to myself....

but yeah, I know one or two people who actually reads my blog,

and I miss blogging and acting like there's so many things

happening in my life

(somehow it looks good when you write it, looks like you're having a blast)

hahahah

No but really, life right now isn't so bad.

Except for being sick since the beginning of the year

and just not being healthy even for a whole month.

Been in and out of the A&E,

lots of MCs and physiotherapy sessions..

ahh.

Just get on with this year of the rabbit already.

My dear brother will be coming back home on Oct 4th!!!!!!!

Freaking awesome man.

Can't wait to update him with KPOP and awesome movies for the past 2 years.

Lots of catching up to do and pictures to take.

hahah.

No pictures for now!

I MISS MY NIECES!!!!

I haven't heard from my sister in soooo long.

So Ate peachy, if you're reading this,

please either update your blog or your facebook.

Or come back to Singapore.

BOOOHOOO.

2011-08-14T19:38:00.003+08:00

My.back.hurts.

There's this weird lump in my throat,

that feels like there's a food stuck in there,

when there's really none.

2011-08-13T20:50:00.003+08:00

Awesome shot I gotta say! <3

Our Deathly Hallows shirts we wore for the HP Part 2.

My sisters and I wore it to the movies!

Brooke and I. MISS YOU BROOKIE.

Dimple and I. With my extensions.

Work mode. woot woot.

I shouldn't have stopped blogging.

Being sick really gives you that feeling of reflection

and all that.

Or maybe I'm just really bored.

Anyways,

Went to Khoo Teck Phuat Hospital this morning for the second time,

was just there last Saturday.

I had urine test, blood test, xray and all that shiz.

But last night was just bad.

Had this severe pain in my stomach,

around the diaphragm area, lower ribcage.

So first thing in the morning my mom dragged me

out of the house to go to the emergency room again.

This time around it was a specialist who took me in.

Had another xray, urine test, injection on my white butt,

and some medicine for my gastric.

I'm going to have another appointment on monday, or wednesday.

Just want to get rid of this pain already

and just get back to work full swing!

I dreamed of my nieces AGAIN.

Truly enjoy dreams about them.

(':

My butt still hurts from the injection.

Owwy.

2011-08-01T18:00:00.002+08:00

Just read my sister's blog (Peachy) and it made me so sad :(

Sigh!

I think I'll update this site more often for her as well.

I miss my sister and my nieces so bad :(

2011-07-16T22:02:00.002+08:00

I am still finding it very hard to believe that

certain very important things (not all though)

do have an ending.

It is still very hard for me to accept that the

Harry Potter Movies saga has actually ended.

I watched it with my dear sisters

and I could not think of any better way to end it all.

I really do not like stopping and thinking

about what to write next because I just

want the feelings to just flow.

So here goes.

Most of the time, we judge people by their outward actions,

not bothering to know them deep down.

I surely did that with Severus Snape,

and I am sure I am not the only one.

Harry Potter is those kind of literature

that really change a lot of people's lives.

A lot of people will not understand that,

and I have already accepted that fact.

Some people would call us over-acting

or being stupid by letting ourselves be affected so much

by a book.

I mean, they can say whatever they want to say,

but for the rest of us who stayed by Harry's side

all these years,

It's more than just a book.

Severus Snape is more than just a mean Potion Master.

If I am allowed to say it,

I agree with what Harry said in the books.

He is the bravest man I have ever know.

Fiction character or not.

What really touched me about the whole saga ending,

is seeing how so many people feels the same way.

Around the world,

all the other races,

and even the actors themselves.

Ever since the first movie,

we took the actors' faces and attached it to the characters

in the book whenever we re-read them.

I am not really sure where this entry is heading,

but I just want to say this.

Good things come to an end,

but for those things that has a special place in our heart,

will never leave us.

I cried so much while watching the last movie,

not because I am being overly dramatic,

but because I have attached myself

with these characters as if I was there myself.

The fear is real,

seeing them happen in motion picture is very overwhelming.

Seeing Snape in his vulnerable state,

seeing him heartbroken and crushed to his soul,

seeing him as the opposite of what we always thought of him,

seeing him die in the most unfair way....

there is no explanation for that.

Tears is the only way for me (and my sister peachy)

to express how we feel about him.

Seeing the whole school, the teachers, the Order of Phoenix, the older students,

all protect Hogwarts and the people inside,

just gives you that feeling of hope;

that no matter how small the chances you have of winning,

you don't give up.

You put up your best defense and hope for the best.

Seeing how Fred and George comforts each other,

even though you can clearly see their fear,

that either one or both of them may not make it.

Seeing how everyone in DA stuck together,

even if they may have certain disagreement in the past;

they were all forgotten.

Seeing how Neville Longbottom,

the boy who seemed to always fail in everything he does before,

stood up with utmost courage

and enormous inner strength to keep trying and trying

and trying,

even facing Lord Voldemort himself,

he stood up for what he knows

and never....he never gave up.

Seeing how Ron and Hermione,

stood beside Harry...through more than thick and thin.

Through the very most thin line separating life and death,

through insanity and through torture,

they never left his side.

I could really go on and on with all the characters....

I wanted to write right after I watched the movie,

but I reckoned I would just blabbed on and on

because I was obviously overpowered by strong emotions.

I love JK Rowling for sharing her beautiful masterpiece with us.

I will never ever forget Harry Potter and his story,

together with all the amazing characters in the story.

No other story would ever touch me and changed my life

this way ever again.

Thank you for the memories,

to all the actors,directors,producers and whoever else

that made the movies possible.

There are really no words for me to explain

how much my life would be incomplete

if I hadn't known about Harry Potter.

Harry Potter taught me a lot of things...

and Hogwarts became my home.

Now I know what to answer if someone would asked me

"If I have a chance to meet anyone in the world,"

I would say Joanne Kathleen Rowling.

You are my hero,

and you will always be forever.

2011-04-10T20:41:00.003+08:00

Updates for my non existent readers!

I am jet black haired.

Bow.

And will be for awhile.

Only thing I would allow myself to do with my hair

are probably extensions, highlights, lowlights, trimmings.

Yep.

Life's been...pretty busy and empty at the same time.

Lots of changes,

and more changes to come.

Don't wanna think about them yet

2011-03-06T10:16:00.003+08:00

Strangers don't last long around here.

Yes I have neglected this space.

I'd personally rather draw, be crafty and sing,

but someone's gotta live the real world.

I haven't really had the time to divide myself

into several individuals so I can

fulfill the responsibilities I need to fulfill.

So yeah.

Life's been alright.

Being sick for the longest time

has really change the way I look at water.

Water, dear water.

Staying over at my sister's.

Kinda miss my lil sisters.

Hanging out with them and just laughing about laughing.

I'll probably take them out this Saturday or something.

I haven't had breakfast yet.

Cereals?

Me gusta.

2011-02-22T20:58:00.000+08:00

‎"A wise man once sat in the audience and cracked a joke. Everybody laughs like crazy. After a moment, he cracked the same joke again, less people laughed this time. He cracked the same joke again and again. When there was no laughter in the crowd he smiled and said “you can’t laugh on the same joke again and again then why do you keep crying over the same thing over and over again?"

Wise words indeed.

2011-02-15T22:29:00.000+08:00

Definitely missing my niece.

Happy Belated Valentine's day to everyone.

2011-02-15T22:20:00.003+08:00

Been way too sick for the past 6 days.

It sucks even more when I can't sleep

cuz I've been coughing way too much.

To a point where my throat really hurts

and I literally cringe every time I cough.

Even spotted blood on my phlegm.

Doctor tomorrow.

I can't really afford to skip work,

but I can't really afford to keep this sickness going

without doing anything about it either.

Health > Work

Bad Health = Unable to Work

Unable to work = Lose job

Keep healthy = Everyone's happy.

Me > Nachos

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That is all.

Please stop coughinggggggggggggg.

2011-02-10T14:52:00.002+08:00

Trying my super dang very best not to get sick.

Had sore throat yesterday when I woke up.

I have to say it really came in a perfect timing...not.

So I've been gargling hot water with salt,

drinking awesome twining's tea lemon&ginger

and I added honey.

Basically just getting some rest,

popping em pills,

eating them lozenges,

taking em vitamin Cs

and basically not talking much.

Tomorrow is going to be the start of this year,

basically.

I can't wait,

I'm really looking forward to it (:

Okay time for gargle

and my tea again.

Been so awesome staying over at my sister's place

for a week.

I miss Brooke aka my niece already :(

Okay really, gargle time.

2011-02-08T19:47:00.004+08:00

I am craving for Bandung aka Rose milk syrup.

It's so therapeutic looking at nice pretty stuff online.

Whether it be clothes, accessories, shoes,

dresses, make-up, hair stuff and all that jazz.

It'll be more therapeutic to actually own all these things.

Eh?

Hahah.

Brooke has definitely develop her communication skills.

In case you meet her in real life,

these are some pointers:

Water - Wah

Dinner - dindin

Duck - dahks

Milk - Mew

Picture - Picshi

Off - Auf

Down - Down

Up - Aaap

What is it - wahsit?

Sheep - Baabaa

Dog - Doug

Myning - Meenie

And so on and so forth.

Anyways,

Don't you find it annoying,

that whenever you're around people,

and you're checking yourself in the mirror,

you know fixing your hair, outfit, make up whatever,

and some people always have to comment?

Things like,

"You're already pretty, now stop hogging the mirror."

"So vain!"

"Why do you always look at yourself in the mirror?"

Seriously,

leave me alone.

I like checking myself up in the mirror.

Do I have to apologize to the fact that I'm sorry

I care about how I look?

I don't think so.

How about you try fixing yourself a bit more

and give that mirror of yours a bit of use.

Seriously.

Leave people alone when they are fixing themselves up.

Don't comment, joke around, or whatever.

If you don't put on make up,

or even try to give your hair a little life,

then leave those people who does be.

A bit of a rant there,

but seriously.

A mere action of applying lipstick/lipgloss can be such a big deal

to other people.

If it's your own way of loosening the tension,

why is there a tension in the first place?

If you see someone applying lipstick,

you can watch,

you can look away,

you can count the darn birds up in the sky for all I care,

just don't give stupid comments like

"Aiyah, so vain, lalalalal."

Or point at us and laugh and say

"Pffft do you really have to put lipstick."

How about you shut your mouth

if you don't want this lipstick up your nose.

A bit of a rant there.

But yeah.

People who say they'll call back,

they should really call back.

It's just rude not to call back,

even if it's bad news.

Now talk to the bun.

2011-02-06T21:29:00.002+08:00

My usual morning posts

now became evening posts.

I don't really know what to say right now.

I want to stay up all night

and see art stuff online.

But I'm so tired and sleepy...

why am I tired so tired and sleepy?

monday.

I really want the feeling of dreading monday again.

2011-02-05T23:39:00.002+08:00

I like how Manny didn't even bother showing off whatever materialistic

possessions he has.

He's worth a billion bucks.

Yet his LA home is somewhat....humble considering

how expensive he is.

He kept showing off his family pictures.

His wife.

His children.

He mostly showed pictures.

Often sharing stories about his kids,

he's not wearing any of those stupid huge bling,

not talking in a arrogant way,

not jumping to his bed,

not saying how much his pool cost,

or how big it is in area,

he didn't even show his cars.

Glad I consider him as one of my hero.

True Idol, pacman!

Proud to be a filipino because of people like you.

2011-02-05T23:03:00.004+08:00

This entry is entirely dedicated to...unicorns.

Conversation no.1

me: So I'm supposed to cry for this thing, but I don't know if I can actually

do it. I mean, I've practiced it in our room and stuff.

Yanno...imagining scenarios.

Ugh..I'm not sure if I can do it.

Dimple: Just think of sad stuff.

me: Like what?

Dimple: You know. About dying. Dying unicorns.

me: *burst out laughing*

dimple: what...it is sad....

Conversation no.2

dimple: What year was Brooke born in? (Meaning Chinese Zodiac Year)

Peachy: Year of the Unicorn.

Dimple: No, seriously.

Peachy: U.ni.corn.

Enough said.

Went to my first Lo hei this year,

and probably the only one.

Haha.

Got an ang pow too!

I can buy a house now.

With a car.

Plus a holiday honeymoon to boot.

To maldives.

Unicorn Airlines.

Wahoo!

A sudden hit of headache is attacking me now.

No pictures.

In a relationship,

love isn't enough.

It's the same with living.

Breathing isn't enough.

2011-02-04T23:22:00.002+08:00

Long night.

Swollen eyes.

Empty stomach.

Broken soul.

2011-02-04T20:34:00.002+08:00

ooooooh, burn.

Here's an idea,

take me out.

2011-02-03T20:41:00.004+08:00

When I get married,

I won't say "I do".

I'll say...I will.

I do is in present tense,

I will is in present and future tense.

******

You know sometimes,

waiting for something to happen is the only choice you have.

I'm waiting,

because there's nothing for me to do anymore.

Anyways,

Gong Xi Fa Cai to all my chinese friends.

Enjoy your ang baos, mahjong sessions, mandarin oranges

and what not.

Happy Lunar New Year errbody.

2011-02-03T00:00:00.003+08:00

This is post 1112.

I'm going to (try) stay up till 3.30am today.

I have about 4 mosquito bites from the last hour or so.

It's been raining for about 5 days now.

I am 18 years old.

Questions?

Didn't think so.

2011-02-02T17:11:00.004+08:00

Looks like me right?

Well because it's me.

HI.

I am bored to the fullest extent.

So I came up with the following things to do for these CNY holidays.

1. Do something spectacular with my hair.

(pssh yeah right. hahah)

2. Trim and Paint my nails.

3. Take Pretty photos of things around me.

4. Borrow nad's awesome dslr to do this.

5. Borrow nad's videocam to kickstart my project.

6. Compile all my awesome writings ever since I started blogging.

7. Then turn it into a book!

8. Actually I feel like doing the whole "take a pic of yourself everyday for the next 4 years"

But maybe I'll do it for a year first.

9. I'm just talking to myself now.

10. It's so cool to write a to do list!

OH BTW,

Family's officially going to Cebu this june holidays.

NICE.

Been awhile since we've all gone back as a family.

BRB.

2011-02-01T23:21:00.002+08:00

In Singapore,

there's really nothing to complain about.

Raining nonstop for the past few days?

Cool weather, floods here and there.

Really nothing much.

Compared to Egypt's government crisis,

Japan's volcanic eruptions,

Malaysian girl gang-raped in London,

Recent Hurricane/Flooding in Queensland Australia.

So really.

Before you start complaining about the heat,

the rain,

or your dang laptop not working,

think of those people who are running scared on the streets,

running for their lives and has nowhere to go,

while you sit comfortably on your computer chair.

Just saying.

2011-02-01T10:26:00.003+08:00

It's pure evil to have such good dreams,

and then waking up,

and realizing you're back to reality.

It's even worst to wake up

and realized you're alone.

To have this kind of weather,

and realized that your life is pretty pointless, aimless

and everybody knows it.

Where do I get the motivation

when everyone's putting me down

and I have no one by my side anymore.

2011-01-31T16:52:00.002+08:00

Hands over my head,

Thinking what else could go wrong,

Would have stayed in bed,

How can the day be so long?

2011-01-30T00:05:00.002+08:00

I know it took awhile for me,

but after watching Salt,

I can officially say that Angelina Jolie

is one of my favorite actress.

Really....really awesome actress.

I never really consider her one.

I don't know why,

but for me,

I wait for that one movie, one scene, one dialogue

that would give me that "feeling".

With Salt, Angie gave me that feeling.

*********

Anyways, went to Sentosa today with

these people I called friends.

Played Volleyball, Frisbee, Soccer (in which for the first time in my life

I felt like someone punched me aka someone kicked a ball straightttttt

to my mouth/chest and the impact was so hard it travelled through my brain)

I think I have about....1/2 of my stamina compared

to when I was in Sec Sch/Cheerleading.

That was fun though.

Even the rain made it fun.

I'm so very tired now.

I'm going to sleep.

Night.

2011-01-29T01:30:00.002+08:00

I don't even know what made me do it.

I was on tumblr,

just tumblring around,

when a sudden thought of "Check your followers" just came to me.

Have new ones, which was pretty cool,

then I saw one that got my attention.

Not because the url name was unique,

but because I know whose tumblr it belongs to.

It belong to a good friend of mine who I met

when I was in Polytechnic.

Nonchalantly, I clicked on the site,

and read the latest entry.

It was a post entry,

written by my friend about someone dear to him,

whom he lost quite a few years ago.

It touched me so deeply that I decided to send my friend

a text message.

Readers,

Treasure every single one of the people you love.

Your friends, your other half, your siblings,

your parents.

Somewhere out there, maybe not even too far away,

Someone is yearning for someone

who has already left them...

who you might be taking for granted.

Life is so fragile.

Too fragile.

You could be strong one day,

weak the next.

I'm going to stop typing now

because I can't stop bawling.

Goodnight everyone (':

2011-01-28T21:32:00.004+08:00

Karaokeeeeeee (:

Heheh.

Anyways.

My hair's getting longer.

I'm still considering clip on extensions,

but yeah

Gonna let it grow and grow and grow

till I put Rapunzel to shame.

Okay not really.

and dye my hair black.

Woopwoop.

2011-01-28T09:41:00.002+08:00

The most difficult kind of love to achieve is the

Unconditional Love.

Most people don't even have the capacity

to love someone's flaws and imperfectness,

What if world collides,

stars realigned,

a car hits the love of your life,

leaving them paralyzed,

physically disabled,

outer beauty crashed.

Would you love them the same?

Chris Medina did not.

He loved her more.

More than anyone could explain.

To the point where

the whole world knows about it.

To the point where

everyone felt it.

2011-01-27T14:14:00.001+08:00

With that partial yet still existing spanish blood in my veins,

this just touched my heart.

Okay fine maybe I love it even more

because David Archuleta's in it.

2011-01-27T09:37:00.005+08:00

This...is a legit picture of hippies back circa 1975.

These are happy, decent hippies in the Philippines.

That guy wearing a black headband over his forehead,

lying down at the front of this super cool van,

is my dad.

827482397284752958299374802659872084532058-3948307283762 points added

to my cool dad.

This is picture perfect.

*******

It is truly horrible waking up in the morning,

and remembering why I decided to force myself to sleep last night.

The mere fact that everything was real,

and sleeping didn't make it go away.

Life...such is life.

You win some, you lose some.

...........

Rafael Nadal is officially out of the Australian tournament.

hahah.

I don't know why I'm laughing actually,

but yeah.

He was supposed to win it all this year!

This was his grand slam year......

BLEAGHHHH.

CLICK.

So yeah.

I shall be a good sport, like he is.

He didn't blame it on his hamstring injury.

What a champion.

Really crossing my fingers this friday!!!!!

Really Really Really Really.

Oh I found the picture already.

LOOKS LIKE ME RIGHT?

It is thursday.

2011-01-26T23:39:00.004+08:00

Me was out the whole day today.

R R R R R

a a a a a

i i i i i

n n n n n

i i i i i

n n n n n

g g g g g

the whole day.

See what I did there?

Yeah.

This is from tumblr,

I thought it looked like me again.

There was another one but I couldn't find it in Dimple's archive.

Maybe tomorrow.

It's been soooooo cold the whole day.

I love it.

Goodnight everyone.

5 Minutes to Tomorrow!

2011-01-25T23:10:00.001+08:00

This song....:'(

Wow.

Bruno Mars.....

2011-01-25T11:10:00.003+08:00

THANK YOU FOR RAINING.

I'm all alone at home,

I'm lazy to do work,

and I just want to let my hair down

and dance around with a sad song.

2011-01-25T09:38:00.002+08:00

I really, really, didn't want to get up from the bed this morning.

It's a good thing I don't have a full time job.

I'd be crying on my way to work,

crying at work,

crying during break,

crying crying crying.

And I don't even know WHY :(

I'm going to think of my favorite things right now.

Music.

My niece.

Happy Episodes of my fave korean dramas.

My fave basketball team scoring an awesome 3 point shoot.

Funny gifs in tumblr.

My brother's email.

Your lame jokes that's only funny because you laughed first.

Sniff.

Nothing's working.

jdfiuewfnvwiuriefjiruvnfj.

I feel like singing.

Okay bye!

2011-01-24T22:39:00.003+08:00

I NEED FAST FOOD RIGHT NOW.

CHEESE FRIES, BURGERS, NUGGETS, BISCUITS,

CHIPS AND SPRITE.

Me.

Just kidding.

It's not me.

It looks like me.

But it's not.

Or, is it?

Photo's from tumblr, not mine.

I am really hungry.

2011-01-24T12:34:00.003+08:00

I ought to be starting on my "project",

and something else productive.

But all I really wanna do is

talk my heart out in front of a camera,

dance around like everyone's watching,

and let the whole world know that I'm immortal.

2011-01-23T20:47:00.003+08:00

I know I've been out of school,

but I have to say,

some people? Yeah..they're bad at math.

I'm not one of them.

I fall under the category of really, really bad, no chance whatsoever,

no way in heaven or hell I can save my life

solving an equation

when it comes to math.

Mathematics and I...are really a mismatch made in heaven.

It's almost as if I was summoned on earth to be bad at it.

I'm not being pessimistic,

Realistically speaking..if you show me a bunch of equations

with x y and what not,

I would scream "TERROR!" and then faint after that.

It's a good thing Dimple's good in math,

she's even taking a-maths.

Why would anyone do that....seriously.

2011-01-22T22:43:00.003+08:00

I think I'm a hoarder.

Or I used to be a hoarder.

Whatever I have, books, school essays, random toys,

super old clothes(that still fit, btw), diaries

that I have for years and years and years,

I never wanted to throw them away.

Until recently.

Recently, as in a few months back.

I threw/gave away a lot of my clothes,

cleared my closets from old things that are

dusting, rusting and starting to show signs of umm, visual bacteria virus.

Back then,

it seems so hard to let go of things that means so much to me.

I never wanted to throw away my school essays

that I was very proud of.

Stories that I've written, songs that I've composed,

memories I have kept...

I wanted to keep them all with me as long as I can.

As I've said, not until recently,

I started to throw things away.

Not because they do not mean any thing anymore,

not because I want to forget what every single thing means to me,

but I guess there is just a point of time when

you let go of things because you simply

cannot keep anything tangible forever.

Blankets get old, torn and faded,

Bracelets get lost and broken,

Clothes...donate your old ones,

other people may need it more than you do,

even if it's just for memory's sake.

What matters is the memories that you attached to them.

Keep them in your heart, in your head.

It's not the material things that holds the memories,

it's your heart that collects all the good and bad times.

They're just things.

They won't last forever,

it's the memories that you attached to them.

So bea and dimple,

I know how much you love these blankets that we have,

and I know exactly how you guys feel.

But yeah, we need to throw them away.

We had them since...I can't even remember..

but yeah.

Time for new ones (:

I am blogging this because my parents went to shop

like crazy in Ikea,

bought us new blankets among other things,

and when I broke the news to them that

our old buddies aka blankets will be thrown away,

they reacted like I just told them that the world is going to implode.

Time to cut bea's fringe.

NIGHT.

2011-01-22T16:06:00.002+08:00

So I had bout...say 20 - 35 minutes of nap,

and now I am awake.

And powered up.

Exactly what for, I don't know.

I'm going to try something different as of monday.

Wish me luck.

buzzbuzzbuzz.

What exactly am I waiting for?

I don't know.

Maybe nothing, Maybe something.

Just saw this on facebook,

and I cannot agree with it more.

Not even 2012, Paranormal Activity, shooting, bomb attacks, or failing a class is

more terrifying than seeing 5 missed calls from mom.

2011-01-21T22:37:00.002+08:00

Now what is wrong with this picture?

It's Australian Open....and I don't understand why Roger Federer's picture

is the biggest and in the centre.

Rafael Nadal is number 1.

*Angry stare*

I saw this guy wearing a Roger Federer shirt

and I was glaring at him all the way.

hahaha.

Okay.

Sleepover tonight at my sis' place!

Pizza Pizza Pizza.

2011-01-21T14:21:00.002+08:00

wow...is this really possible?
I'm blogging through my phone.
Tsk.
Gotta love technology.

2011-01-21T00:54:00.003+08:00

Posted these here before,

but I just literally uploaded them in youtube.

Just thought I'd share it again, that's all.

and this

Both are Gabe Bondoc's song.

Both taken a year ago.

Goodnight for real.

2011-01-20T22:53:00.003+08:00

Color blind.

All of us needs to be color blind.

***

Hot Milo while watching American Idol Season 10.

Or is it American Idol Season 10 while Hot Milo.

I promise not to spam my blog with American idol stuff again,

like what I did 3 seasons ago....hehe.

So yeah, I think I had a very concrete excuse for that.

I love the new judges!

It's a good change, very fresh.

Props to those who have auditioned, will audition and

just have the guts to try out.

It's got to be nerve racking to face these huge stars/judges,

and the several millions of viewers around the world....

so yeah.

Goodnight.

Gonna focus on Idol.

Sleep early tonight.

Goodluck to me for tomorrow!

"Don't say "I love you". Instead, say "I have been loving you". Present progressive tense. Done in the past, exists in the present and will continue in the future."

2011-01-20T11:18:00.004+08:00

Random Thoughts in the morning.

Been watching a lot of movies at night,

usually those....the world's going to end and one dude is going to save us all.

Yeah.

It just made me wonder.

Mostly it got triggered by Bruce Willis' line from Die Hard 4.0,

he said something like...

John McClane: You know what you get for being a hero? Nothin'. You get shot at. You get a little pat on the back, blah, blah, blah, attaboy. You get divorced. Your wife can't remember your last name. Your kids don't want to talk to you. You get to eat a lot of meals by yourself. Trust me, kid, nobody wants to be that guy.
Matt Farrell: Then why you doing this?
John McClane: Because there's no body else to do it right now, that's why. Believe me, if there were somebody else to do it, I'd let them do it, but there's not. So we're doing it.
Matt Farrell: Ah. That's what makes you that guy.

So yeah.

John McClane said there's nobody else doing it.

What if, something like...*knocks on wood 3 times* that happens to us.

The world is under threat,

natural disaster/s, Technological Terrorist Attack, whatever,

and there is MORE than one person trying to save the world.

It'd be confusing, wouldn't it?

What if we don't really have any good willed heroes who would

save us all because they had to.

What if they're just doing it for fame, for title, for recognition.

What if 5 guys are trying to save us,

and they meet each other,

and decided they don't want any competition,

so instead of working together,

they just end up wasting time killing each other off

and boom.

World ends.

Trust me,

I'm not being pessimistic right now.

I'm just saying.

These movies are awesome,

but I think they should tackle more on how humanity would

realistically react.

PS.

Nothing to do with my post above,

but in the movie Burlesque,

Christina got these Louboutin shoes from this guy,

I nearly died.

Okay I am done.

Good Morning everyone (:

Just thought I'd share this again.

hahah.

2011-01-19T21:48:00.004+08:00

Fun Fact.

Fun Random Fact.

Flight from Singapore all the way to California takes approximately 18 hours.

That's basically almost a whole day for me.

I sleep for 8 hours,

and 10 hours is during the day.

Insane.

What a crazy random fact.

I have decided that Christina Aguilera is super amazing.

She can definitely act, she can totally dance,

and I don't even know where to begin describing her singing capability.

Christina Aguilera > Britney Spears

any day.

I have also decided that no matter what it takes,

I will own a pair of Louboutin booties.

Maybe that gown too....

Okay...so it's not a priority.

It's a...if I can kind of thing.

I am blogging in the dark.

Just got home from Institute btw,

I vow never to skip anymore classes.

Webcam photo coming right up.

in 5, 4, 3, 2, 1.

that's me right now.

Okay.

I'm going to try to be normal now.

2011-01-19T11:13:00.003+08:00

After looking at my mom's 50th birthday celebration/preparation pictures,

I have decided that I want to throw one for my dad this year.

He'll be 55 years old, and officially...well, Senior Citizen.

I'll do the same thing that I did with my mom's birthday.

It was so fun...probably the best birthday party we hosted at our house

(Okay, comes close with my 18th birthday but yeah..moving on)

I should probably make it a surprise too, eh?

On my mom's 5oth, I told everyone to wear either red or gold,

and they did.

All of them brought gifts, and it was such a fun celebration.

I think for my dad's birthday,

I'll make everyone wear blue.

I think that's my dad's fave color...hmm.

Make a video with everyone's greetings and a vignette of his old pictures...yep.

We barely throw him a birthday party,

and since my sister and her family are probably leaving that month too,

I suppose it's a double celebration.

Okies, that's all.

Then I'll throw a welcome party for my brother too when

he comes back from his mission!

PS. I asked my mom about my dad's favorite color,

after 25ish years of marriage,

she doesn't know.

YAY.

2011-01-19T10:56:00.002+08:00

I like seeing people succeed...especially those that deserve it.

I really do.

This collage of pictures was taken...about 2 years ago.

It was the case of unanswered phone call.

I was looking through our desktop old files,

all the pictures, videos I took like...2-4 years ago.

LOL.

I was so full of life then.

2011-01-18T22:23:00.001+08:00

I'm back on twitter!

My account's locked, private, only for those I know.

So if I know you, you'll see my tweets.

If not, then stop stalking me,

or asking people to stalk me,

or using fake account to stalk me.

LOL.

Not back there to whine, by the way.

2011-01-18T10:31:00.002+08:00

I can't find any eyebrow shaver in the house,

so I resolved to plucking.

After years of getting used to shaving my eyebrows,

it now hurts like a mother to pluck them.

I am in tears.

BTW,

Chris Colfer (Kurt Hummel) in Glee won Best Supporting Actor in Golden Globes Award!

So did Jane Lynch! (Sue Sylvester!)

and many other awards for Glee!

Glee heeheehee.

Okay that's all.

2011-01-17T13:14:00.003+08:00

How adorable are you, Brooke?

Very.

Can't believe they're moving to Doha in 7 months!

When I got to my sis place awhile ago,

my niece was so happy to see me, she was like,

"Wow!"

Hahah.

Later on, she ran to her baby doll saying, "Baby baby oh baby..."

then cradled it to sleep while singing.

By singing I mean mumbling words in a sing a song manner.

SIGH.

2011-01-14T22:43:00.002+08:00

The first two pictures I took on New Year's day.

My hair looks straight, I made it straight.

my current hair color! Dark brown, or so that's what I think...

I saw my super old super scratched and dropped on the floor way too many times

digital camera and I saw these shots.

Totally failed with uploading pictures,

with my family and stuff.

What to do?!

There's too many okay!

2011-01-14T09:52:00.002+08:00

I suck at life, I know.

I haven't been blogging!!!!!

UGH!

Okay, so before anything else.

Happy Belated Birthday to my Doraemon! (:

Apparently, I did something that totally leveled up my awesomeness this year.

I discovered the result of combining pink and yellow together,

and it astounded him.

2000pts for Trish!

Plus, We both realized how extremely hypocrite humans are.

We were in awe watching and taking pictures of fishes,

saying awww pretty, whoaaa nice, woooo crazy!

Then having a seafood meal after that.

Minus 93487475803574 points!

Hahah Anyways, was a super fun day.

After 11 years in Singapore,

it was my first time watching the Pink Dolphins show....err yeah.

No comments needed.

I know I wasn't done uploading Christmas Pictures yet,

or New Year's (not much for NYE anyways, lol, I was sick!)

Mom's birthday, and all that stuff.

OH BTW, NEWS ALERT!

We found out where my sister Peachy and her family would be migrating to!

Sigh.

Doha!

Super far...they're leaving on August.

They won't even be here for my brother's return from his misison!

We'll figure something out.

Hmm what else.

Oh!

My mom's birthday outing,

Sylvester Sim was in the same restaurant,

it may not be a big deal...but if you've been reading my post

for the last 5 years or so,

my mom's a hugeeeeeee Sly fan.

Like seriously a huge one.

So it was some sort of a birthday treat when he waltzed in.

hahahah.

My mom was like, "Who's that girl with him?!"

"He's taking off his jacket!"

She was just gushing and everything,

and she even asked me to "smile and wink" at him.

Lol?!

I didn't do it of course.

hahaha.

Okay I don't know why it is IMPOSSIBLE to upload pictures...heee.

next time.

Massive pictures upload.

BYE! (:

TGIF!

2011-01-06T12:16:00.002+08:00

First of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODEH.

Secondly, I am sorry for not being able to update.

The Year of the Rabbit, apparently

is not the year for those who are born during this Years.

Yes, it is a quite unhealthy year for the Bunnies,

like myself.

I have been sick since New year's eve,

thus the lack of entries.

The works yanno.

Sore throat, fever, headaches.

I'll tell you guys more about how I spent my new year.

No biggie (:

With family and my sister's family over at my house.

Yep, I am recovering slow.

Wish me luck with everything for this year.

I wish you guys will have a good, awesome, successful year.

Go bunnies!

2010-12-30T20:52:00.002+08:00

Kindly scroll down to 27 dec Post #2 entry

for Christmas Pictures.

Yeah.

I don't know why it's posted under that date,

I just uploaded them.

okay bye.

2010-12-30T20:23:00.002+08:00

Totally failed in posting a morning entry today.

Sorry!

Accident no.2 this year.

Ugh :(

I'm all nurse-y nurse-y again.

Helped cleaned the wounds, put cream and put the dressing.

Get well soon.

3 days MC woots.

Okay I'll post up the Christmas Pictures now.

2010-12-30T00:24:00.002+08:00

Just got home.

Yeah, late for me I know.

Anyways, I know it's very,very late

But I just saw the longest yard.

Now I could understand my brother's excessive quoting from that movie.

"He is so fast, he make fast people not fast!"

I feel pretty low knowing a guy I know can actually bake cheesecake,

and it was freakin good too.

I have no hope when it comes to cooking.

Ugh ugh ugh.

oh and Happy Twenteen Alvin!

I finally understood how American Football works.

Glad we were watching that instead of Victoria's Secret fashion show.

Swimming was so fun today.

Awesome weather.

Only started to drizzle around 6 when we were trying out the pipes.

***

It's not the big things that make a difference,

it's not doing the littlest, simplest things that makes someone simply give up.

I'm starting at my phone,

but I hope my exhaustion will help to just skip the whole crying part.

Okay.

Indonesia VS Malaysia now.

no pictures.

There is no goodnight, or good morning, or good day.

There is only good bye.

2010-12-29T00:22:00.003+08:00

Boxing day.

Over at my sister's place.

Going swimming tomorrow.

Please let us have a good weather..

For swimming that is.

Anyways,

Peachy and Eddie went out for a date once me and dimple got here.

Everything was going well, till ard 10pm and Brooke started crying.

(She was asleep btw)

I really have no idea what to do.

She was crying in my arms for about 45 minutes.

I did what I could,

I asked what's wrong,

gave her water,

held her,

everything.

But I wasn't her mother, or her dad.

Even if I could give her everything,

I'm just Aunt Trish.

Sometimes, people are irreplaceable like that.

It was one of those times when my world just sort of stops.

Yeah I know.

My world stops at random times,

mostly at less than big events,

but yeah,

I was cradling Brooke to sleep,

and then it hit me.

As I listen to her breathe,

her arms encircled around my neck,

a lil bit of hiccuping here and there,

and her wet face from crying against mine...

I realized that no matter how

difficult it'll be,

I want to have a daughter of my own.

A child of my own.

Children, may be.

The one who would stop crying once I hold her.

The one who she/he'd be looking for at night.

The one I can hug right back,

and no matter how life bites,

when I hold her,

everything would be alright,

even for that one second.

2010-12-28T15:32:00.001+08:00

Baby, it's cold outside.

I'm still in the process of uploading the Christmas Pictures.

It's quite a lot and the sizes are pretty big.

So patience,

whoever I'm talking to right now.

The weather is pretty darn good right now.

I'm so so so lazy.

2010-12-27T23:06:00.002+08:00

It feels like a vortex.

Everything is sucking the life out of you,

even if everyone and everything is cheering you up.

I laugh,

but the moment after each laugh finishes is always emptier than the next silence.

Like, you're expecting the calm of the storm to come,

but then you realized,

there's no storm at all.

Just silence.

Void.

It's hard to get away from something

when you don't even know what you're trying to get away from.

I sing myself to sleep,

but what's sleep when you know whatever you're going

to dream about is not real,

and you're reality is nothing but a bad dream.

I don't even know what to turn to...

2010-12-27T11:21:00.015+08:00

Whenever I see my laptop cleaning off a virus,

after watching tron,

I now always imagined programs battling each other in the arena.

The disc games?

Yeah.

And I am secretly cheering inside of me.

Okay Christmas Eve pictures.

Christmas morning pictures next.

2010-12-27T09:55:00.002+08:00

I woke up with rocks dropping down my forehead,

a drum set playing inside my ears

and a nose that can rival with Rudolph the reindeer.

I woke up and went to the living room,

stared at the TV screen for awhile, just to make sure.

Yep, my dad's watching The Godfather early in the morning.

How awesome is he?

I slept at 5.30am,

and I know I can't complain much.

Someone woke up early in the morning for a wedding,

got wet back and forth,

got home to rest,

woke up to go work, ended at 2am plus,

got home at 3am plus,

and slept at 5.30 am.

But this made my morning,

"myning!

it was soo good to talk to you mate,

you're like my twin sister,

except im like 1 yr, 1 week and few hours older than you LOLs!"

This is my brother's reply to my email to him.

I couldn't agree more, really.

I miss him a lot and I talked with him the most when we

were on the phone for Christmas.

My nose is currently dripping.

Excuse me while I wipe myself.

Juan tanameraaaa.

The Godfather time.

*hand gesture

Pictures in awhile.

2010-12-25T14:57:00.003+08:00

Non Christmas related pictures.

These pictures were taken during Brooke's birthday party last June.

Eheh ehe ehe.

Nothing to do with Christmas,

but I saw this picture in my sister's computer.

I thought it's kinda making me wanna dye my hair

a tiny bit redder again.

But nay,

must.stay.dark.haired.

This is pretty interesting too.

What is that thing in the bottom?!?!

Freaky much.

Aaaaand finally,

nope.

I got no explanation.

All I can say, is that this proves that I'm the least bit of

abnormal amongst my family.

bow.

2010-12-25T14:02:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas Everyone (:

I am a deer.

2010-12-23T22:13:00.003+08:00

Life sucks....

This definitely is the worst Christmas ever.

I'm just dreading every minute of this holidays starting now.

Does anyone have Grinch's facebook account?

I want him to skip Christmas altogether.

I hate the sound of my parent's talking about Christmas,

when they very well know that THEY DIDN'T DO A SINGLE THING.

Even if they know they could.

Going to hibernate till this "wonderful" time of the year is over.

:'(

2010-12-23T11:48:00.001+08:00

Thanks for calling at the right time <3

See you in a bit.

2010-12-22T11:04:00.003+08:00

Wakes up in the morning,

sees my mom in the living room,

goes straight to the bathroom,

walks out...

mom: HEY! When did you get back???

Me: Uh, last night?

mom: Why?

Me: Because eddie's back?

mom: okay.

Yep, I am welcome here alright.

WAHHH I forgot to post this in the morning!

I'm really hoping for good news.

This would be a really awesome Christmas present.

2010-12-22T00:25:00.003+08:00

I'm home.

I've never felt so disoriented lying down on my own bed after 5 days and 5 nights.

Lol.

Seriously what is up with this headache?

holy crap.

it's 3 days to christmas.

Please let me be excited.

Pleaseeeeeeeee.

Cross all of your fingers for me tomorrow! (:(:

I love my niece.

2010-12-21T12:24:00.002+08:00

so Tron was really, really awesome?

I'm starting to get scared actually.

Too many movies about the infusion of reality and technology,

all these matrix and grid stuff,

is really getting into me.

What if, it really is possible?

Oh well.

Only time will tell.

Go catch it people,

I didn't catch in it 3D but I'm sure it'll be crazierrrr.

Anyways, I'm having a MASSIVE HEADACHE.

ughhhhh.

ciao.

2010-12-20T12:24:00.001+08:00

I wanted to take a picture with brooke...

but I didn't know my webcam was already recording a video.

Watch her reaction as she realizes...my stupidity.

Thank you.

2010-12-19T20:35:00.004+08:00

Day 3 n Night 3 here at the Bywaters!

Went to church today...and I have to say,

I really do not mind waking up at 6 plus ish every Sunday,

compared to going to church at around 1ishpm.

Sigh.

Too bad the schedule for next year is going to be exactly that.

1pm.

boo.

Are you guys excited for Christmas?

I wish I am.

Brooke.

You're so american.

But oh well,

it's good that you're learning how to make faces because of me.

I almost fell off my chair at church when she said,

"Who is that?"

to someone who was singing at the pulpit.

2010-12-19T20:04:00.003+08:00

No posts on Sundays.

But anyways,

I can't believe I only knew about The Very Potter Musical only now.

Okay not now now, but a week ago.

I've heard a lot about it.

It's like this huge talk in Tumblr few years back,

and I was just like...psst, whatever.

But goodness,

I've never seen anything so funny in my life, regarding Harry Potter before!

It's defined as a Parody,

but seriously, whether it's making fun of Harry Potter or complimenting it,

it's really awesome.

Go checkkkk it people.

A Very Potter Musical has 2 acts.

1st act has 15 parts.

2nd act has 9 parts.

and OH.

It has a sequel.

I'm still watching the sequel.

Sequel 1st act has 16 parts.

2nd act has 14 parts.

Have I mentioned that the actor playing Harry Potter

is NOW a cast of GLEE?

Yeah.

The songs in the musical?

He and another guy wrote it.

The songs aren't the usual crappy just keep em rhymin' kinda songs,

they're really pretty good.

Watch out for Draco Malfoy in the play as well.

Hella funny, Hella blonde,

and played by a girl.

Clever.

Another character to watch out for is Voldemort.

So yeah, I don't wanna spoil anything here.

Watch it!

2010-12-18T11:40:00.003+08:00

I've packed my stuff, brought quite a heavy bag.

Surely I wouldn't have forgotten anything, right?

Wrong.

I forgot my handphone charger.

I am down to one bar left.

AWESOME! (:

not.

Don't rain please.

I want to go swimminggggg.

2010-12-17T23:44:00.002+08:00

I have to say that I barely really think about what

my parents go through.

Especially my dad.

My elder sister texted me this morning,

to ask everyone else in my family on what they wanted for Christmas.

Nonchalantly, I texted my dad and asked him.

What he replied me, shook my world.

It took almost, if not all of my nerve to control myself

not to cry.

here's what he texted.

"What I want for Christmas?

1. All my debts will be paid

2. My diabetes and hypertension will be gone

3. All my children healthy and safe

4. Meet and embrace my dad while he is still alive

5. Yearly visit to the temple with my family

That's all I wish for, can you give all that to me??"

Today also happens to be my grandpa's, my dad's dad, my abuelo's birthday.

I can't help thinking...he's my last living grandparent.

I don't know much about him.

I want to, I really want to.

Before it's too late, like what happened to my late grandmother (mom's mom),

I want...I need my dad to see his dad before anything happens.

I will save up,

and I will make sure that will happen in 2011.

Christmas....is about family.

:'(

2010-12-17T21:03:00.003+08:00

On the couch.

With my Eldest sister and Dimple,

at their house,

Watching Mean Girls on tv.

Gonna be here for about 4-5 days.

Eddie's out for the weekend as David's getting married.

Going to blog about my dad after this.

2010-12-17T09:34:00.003+08:00

This is Brooke's "sleeping face" when she doesn't want to sleep anymore.

Hahaha!

TGIF.

2010-12-16T09:55:00.002+08:00

Christmas means something more.

It's not about gifts-giving.

It's not about how much Christmas cards you've received.

It's not about how big your Christmas Tree is.

It's not about whose party you're going,

and who's going to be there.

It's not about the food, the drink, the desserts.

It's not about the fun that you're going to have.

It's not about Santa Claus.

Most people forget what Christmas is all about.

It's to commemorate the birth of Jesus Christ.

It's all about that.

It's about family.

About gratitude.

Okay,

maybe just a little bit about the food (:

2010-12-15T20:05:00.003+08:00

People, especially Parents, should know who their responsibilities are.

Your children.

Not anyone else.

Not freakin' anyone else.

How would you feel,

if your own freakin daughter needs something

and you just casually brush it off like it's nothing,

yet you happily send money to whoever THE HEck in another country.

/edited.

2010-12-14T09:13:00.002+08:00

11 days to Christmas.

2 Weeks to 2011.

Then 2012 the world will end!

I'm kidding.

Obviously I am kidding.

I woke up with this song in my head.

Glee's version of Marry you by Bruno Mars.

If the world is ending in 2012,

Doraemon you better marry me.

lol.

My gosh.

Why is Bruno Mars so darn good in singing.

2010-12-13T09:12:00.002+08:00

Up early on a monday morning looking like oh so messy.

Nothing much to say today.

Yawns.

Will it be a good monday?

Eh eh eh ehhhh.

oh oh oh ohhhh.

2010-12-12T19:32:00.002+08:00

Pictures from today.

Elder Martin is transferring and today is his last sunday with us.

Haha I love this picture.

Me with Sis Evelyn.

We talk to each other in korean all the time.

Whether it's broken or not, who cares really.

2010-12-12T17:29:00.002+08:00

I just woke up from my Sunday nap :(

I usually don't feel like my Sunday is complete when I

don't get to attend all my meetings.

And....I missed about 2 of my meetings today.

I just needed the sleep.

And right about now, my head is pumping.

ughhhhh..

Just got a call from mom though.

Bywater's are coming over!

Weee Brookie!

Brooke was so funny at yesterday's Live Nativity.

Our set was full of faux treasures and shining, shimmering, splendid stuff,

and she just got so excited she ran to the tables and

started to pick out things she likes.

hahahah.

Anyways the nativity was really good.

There were so many people..one batch right after another.

When I got the chance to look at my phone to check the time,

it was only 7.40pm!

It was for 3 hours yesterday and it was so tiring but pretty awesome.

I kinda came late for briefing,

(Shame on me, all the missionaries were all there and all ready with their costumes)

hahah and yep, quickly changed after that!

I hope they have more productions like this at church.

The only place I can act and fulfill my wasted years of performing.

Such is life.

Unfortunately,

bea didn't bring the camera for this day,

and so I do not have my own pictures.

So yeah....I'll be zooming around facebook if I see my pictures,

be generous people.

It's Christmas!

We had devotionals at church today.

Combined with Toa Payoh Ward.

Hmm okay.

I'm hungry now.

Right on cue,

they are here!!!!

2010-12-12T00:06:00.000+08:00

2 years 3 months.

Come home soon...

2010-12-11T11:28:00.002+08:00

I'm running away from myself.

Goodbye.

It's not the high fever,

the blocked nose,

the physical pain.

It's much much more than that.

2010-12-10T13:43:00.010+08:00

Live Nativity 2010 Rehearsal (:

This is backward.

We start at the end.

Autograph session.

Stupid commoner joining our kingdom.

Stealing jewels from the castle.

Apparently I'm just the concubine.

Bea's the King's wife.

WHATEVER I HAVE THE VEIL.

Queen Herod would have worked better.

Anyways I finished reading Harry Potter's last book again last night,

and I feel kinda empty again.

JK Rowling please don't stop writing about Harry Potter.

How about writing 50 more books?

UGHHHH HATE BEING SICK :(

2010-12-10T11:00:00.001+08:00

I feel very amazing indeed.

Having flu and major headache.

Yeah!

Feeling very dizzy now.

Pictures later.

2010-12-09T11:48:00.002+08:00

I really do not have a wishlist.

I mean I secretly do,

but most of them I kinda want to get with my own.

If people ask me what I want for Christmas or my birthday or just

shopping with Doraemon,

I got no idea what to say.

SIGH.

I'm running out of make up.

I want new dresses.

New shoes.

New bags.

New accessories.

New contact lens.

A polaroid.

And I want to dye my hair darker again.

How do you tell people these?

Ah well.

Love my new necklace!

Super tireddddddddd <3

2010-12-08T20:58:00.001+08:00

Uhh.

I wonder why I have so many views today compared to other days?

I guess Doraemon's pretty popular.

Lol.

Awesome day.

Moulin Rouge.